😐 Ike made me feel better but the thoughts of murdering my child and trashing changes my disposition. On few events, I cry when no one is near to me, at the consolation of my bed or the washroom. On few events, Ike has caught me crying, and he finds it exasperating. He told me to halt living in the past, and he understands my bond with my mother but she will be sad to see you have not moved on. I felt guilty when he said this. It's not about my mother but an innocent child I murdered, how can I say this? He held my shoulders and looked profoundly into my eyes and said; Sandra, you're a shadow of yourself you never open up to me I am tired of making this work. I cherish you but you make understanding you difficult and how can I spend the rest of my life with you if you keep up to this? I kept quiet it's not a question that needs an answer and even if he needs an answer I can't think straight presently. He took off his hands from my shoulders, and he was gradually strolling away.👀
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